For the past few weeks, I've been having a really hard time getting into this whole grad school thing. The studying for GRE exam, working on my CV/resume, trying to figure out where to apply etc...the whole process just doesn't seem as important to me as it should. Back when I was a senior in high school, deep down I knew I wanted to go to college which made the whole process a lot easier.
Part of the reason I having trouble applying to graduate school is that I'm not exactly sure if that's what I want to do. Being a fourth year college senior, I should have things figured out and worked out but the fact that I don't bothers the living day lights out of me. So, maybe grad school is an excuse...a way to buy more time to figure out my plans and delay my entrance into the real world. If in fact it is an excuse, then I need to gather my shit quick and find some motivation to make this excuse come true.
Part of the reason I having trouble applying to graduate school is that I'm not exactly sure if that's what I want to do. Being a fourth year college senior, I should have things figured out and worked out but the fact that I don't bothers the living day lights out of me. So, maybe grad school is an excuse...a way to buy more time to figure out my plans and delay my entrance into the real world. If in fact it is an excuse, then I need to gather my shit quick and find some motivation to make this excuse come true.
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