The Moon is Down

There are times in my day, generally at night, where I ger really irritated and anxious. My fight or flight instincts kicks in, and most of the time I want to leave. SOmetimes I want to throw something. It's really hard sometimes to just relax and be calm. I'm like that around others. Smiles, laughter, jokes galore. Sometimes flirty, sometimes just relaxed and putting out goof vibes. Once you take away the setting, and replace it with a more solitary one, that;s when things start to get dark.

I just sometimes feel like saying "fuck it" to everything. Social network, micro-blogging, shitty job, people, family, friends, life itself. What the fuck is this all for anyways. We're all going to die anyways.