Why do I always have high expectations for everything?
Its like I want things to not live up to my expectations so I can think out about how shitty everything is at the end of the day. Even when I try to keep low expectations of about something, I find a way to be sad/disappointed about the situation at the end of the day.
Its like I want things to not go the way I want them to.
Maybe I just like the feeling of disappointment.
